Music: None. Preferring tranquility over the bustles of music this moment.

Mood: Full, energized and dirty.

It's afternoon already and yet, I still haven't bathed. This is going to be a rather long post, so readers please bear it with me ;). This year has been exceptionally different for me from my previous secondary school years. I held greater responsibility and this meant that my patience and perseverance to strive to the end was put at the test. Let's take a recap of my "fruitful" two thousand and eleven.

1. I started the year being silly and mischievous. I became the Managing Director or you can refer to as President for my school's YE. I knew it was tough since the start but I didn't imagine it to be THAT hard. I had to collect my thoughts each and every day so that I can lead the company. I hated YE life to the extent where you can't even imagine, maybe all us achievers do. I dreaded the moment I entered school, because starting then, my work and responsibilities keep piling up til I somehow felt suffocated. But YE kept me tied to my responsibilities like an umbilical cord, refusing to let me out of my source of suffocation. And the rhythm of the song of YE life keeps on repeating & repeating itself like a radio gone haywire. Entertainment was very distant away and I couldn't grasp myself throughout the year. I tried talking sense into myself to become someone who is multicapable but I realized somehow in the end, maybe there are some things that are also out of reach for me. I had to fucking wake up at 8am in the morning and sleep at 2:30am and almost every single day felt like a living nightmare. And that is exactly how I define my awesome Form 4 life. But the irony of it all is that for some inexplicable reason, after ending my whole YE life, I'm starting to miss it. And I dread myself a lot for feeling that way.

2. I went to KL with my family, which is the ONLY vacation I had this year my escape from YE, and well in the end everything was messed up when I went back to school

3. Followed our school trip to Genting Highlands and KL with Mich and Viv. It was back in May. Anyhoo, we had a splendid time ;)

4. And hell yeah, I love my class! Although I don't really stick around in class cos I spend most of my school hours in the YE room.